strange thing is
i do think its beautiful
i really do
i love curvy hips
rounded shoulders
full breasts
soft, flat tummies
but when my own body
puts on flesh
its so fuckin hard
not to want to take it off
its never how it looks. i honestly think i look closer to pretty when im not a stick.
it just
feels like
im weighed down
anchored
trapped
inside
real
im 94 pounds
its the heaviest ive been in years
and part of me feels
proud
but
the alien voices are loud
again
huh?
the ones that dont belong to me
and
fuck
i dont want to eat today :(
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Flesh
A Tale Told Under
I Don't Get It,
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WTF Moments
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