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Saturday, December 17, 2005

Flesh


strange thing is
i do think its beautiful
i really do


i love
curvy hips
rounded shoulders
full breasts
soft, flat tummies



but when my own body

puts on flesh

its so fuckin hard
not to want to take it off



its never how it looks. i honestly think i look closer to pretty when im not a stick.


it just
feels like

im weighed down
anchored

trapped
inside
real



im 94 pounds



its the heaviest ive been in years
and part of me feels

proud



but

the alien voices are loud
again
huh?


the ones that dont belong to me



and

fuck


i dont want to eat today :(

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