Friday, May 03, 2024
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Monday, April 29, 2024
Embracing the Unfolding
Sunday, March 06, 2016
Mariposa Learns to Write Again
I want to write again.
I need to write again.
So here I am finding myself trying to write again.
This place has always been my comfort for years now. And lately I find myself reading old posts and I can't help but smile and be proud of myself. Wow. I have been through a lot and I have achieved a lot. So many things just to be grateful for. In a way, this blog had been a memoir of Mariposa.
Then I have this light bulb moment. If I want to write again, I write about my life and make a memoir. Well, sort of! Yet, I am so inclined to write through my own fiction. As they say, it is easier to get to the truth by not claiming that you are speaking it. For there are some things that can be said in fiction that can never be said in a memoir. So here, I will attempt to put down all the good things I ought to have done...and try to leave out the bad ones I did do well.
Reading through my posts here you may discover that I never had any fixed aim before my eyes and that my system (for the lack of better word) has been to glide away unconcernedly on the stream of life, trusting to the wind wherever it led.
After all these are not the memoirs of an empress, nor of a queen. These are memoirs of another kind.
***wink
Saturday, September 26, 2015
When Friday Feels Like Monday
Surprise! Surprise!
I know.
One of those days. I need to go back to my comfort zone...and for almost 10 years, this has been my comfort zone. Always has been. Always will be. If I am not blogging, I am reading old blogs then I am me again. :)
Nothing extra ordinary. Nothing monumental. Just me finding myself alone in my office with gazillion of feelings. The good feelings, and the not so good feelings. Ha!
Today is Friday. My week is supposed to be ending, yet it feels like Monday. That doesn't necessarily mean that it's bad. Just not the usual.
For the past 5 years, life has been different. And everyday I reflect and try to understand on who it has become different. Today I came to understanding what has changed. It's not me but my circumstances. The busyness for the past 5 years afforded me to focus more on my career and in helping more people around me. It allowed me to look past my own worries and needs. Yet today, I woke up missing the me spoiling myself. Then I needed to run to the office. Manic Monday blues on a Fly Day it is!
Of course...when Friday feels like Monday, there is only one resolve for me. More Coffee for me!
Thursday, June 26, 2014
My Favorite Poetry Lines
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.
2. E.E. Cummings
I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere I go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you here
is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)
3. Khalil Gibran, The Prophet
You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts.
4. Mary Oliver
Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?
5. Walt Whitman
What is that you express in your eyes? It seems to me more than all the print I have read in my life.
6. J.R.R. Tolkien
Still round the corner there may wait A new road or a secret gate And though I oft have passed them by A day will come at last when I Shall take the hidden paths that run West of the Moon, East of the Sun.
7. Seamus Heaney, Stepping Stones: Interview with Seamus Heaney
If you have the words, there's always a chance that you'll find the way.
8. Anne Sexton
As it has been said: Love and a cough cannot be concealed. Even a small cough. Even a small love.
9. Ian Fleming, You Only Live Twice
You only live twice: Once when you're born And once when you look death in the face.
10. Andrea Gibson
That night when you kissed me, I left a poem in your mouth, and you can hear some of the lines every time you breathe out.
11. Mae West
You are never too old to become younger!
12. William Shakespeare, Sonnet 116
Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove. O no, it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wand'ring bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
13. Neil Gaiman, Fragile Things: Short Fictions and Wonders
She seems so cool, so focused, so quiet, yet her eyes remain fixed upon the horizon. You think you know all there is to know about her immediately upon meeting her, but everything you think you know is wrong. Passion flows through her like a river of blood. She only looked away for a moment, and the mask slipped, and you fell. All your tomorrows start here.
Life In My Coffee