A Step at a Time

Life has bee in the slow-fast-slow-fast-slow lane....and whether you've noticed or not, I haven't blogged much.

So this week, things really came to a head, emotionally, for me. I don’t really know why - nothing’s really changed that drastically. Maybe it’s just the lack of sleep. But things has been full of crap and I have two things in constant - low grade fever and fatigue.

My relationship seems to be falling to shit once again.

I’m depressed.

I have health issues that I either can’t fix, or can’t afford to fix.

I’m angry at the stupid weather.

Work is killing me...not that I still care though.

Then I know once I again I need a break, need to go somewhere to see a different perspective of the world...then I miss Sydney.

I am processing my papers now. I will go there to study...maybe work a little too...whatever, I just have to go somewhere I can breath.

Wish me luck.