My Oblivion

Indifference - lack of difference or distinction between two or more things; absence of compulsion to or toward one thing or another; the trait of remaining calm and seeming not to care; a casual lack of concern

Last night as I lay in bed the word indifferent popped into my head.

Indifferent... I was never indifferent..but lately it seems I'm falling in love with that word. For indiferrence is the opposite of love and not hate. Hate and Love are quite close, but indifferent, yeah, that's the ticket.

Those old buttons don't work anymore because I'm indifferent. The old tricks don't elicit the response you desire because I'm indifferent. I no longer feel the urge to fight to get you to see my side because I'm indifferent. I don't hate you nor love you, I feel nothing actually because I have become indifferent to you.

Last night as I laid in bed indifference rocked me to sleep, and I slept better than I have in forever.

Sweet indifference, my oblivion...