Been In Love?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Uncertainties...anyone?

With everything that I am going through right now, I am so terribly struck by this line:

"If only you knew he loved you, you could face the uncertainty of whether you love him."

This however makes me think of only one person...

Oye Como Va!

I really love this song, Oye Como Va! It makes me forget all my worries...

This relaxes me....

Mind Ramblings

I have one thousand and one issues right now...personal and work-related.

If only the mind has some limits on its capacity to contain and process information, I think mine would have burst TODAY!

I cannot share so much details today because I am not sure where to start and how.

Just check for updates soon. Who knows I will have some exciting things going on with me by then, maybe change of job...change of company...change of marital status? LOL

Thoughts to Ponder

There are managers so preoccupied with their e-mail messages that they never look up from their screens to see what's happening in the nondigital world.

-Mihaly Csikszentmihayi