Well..

I never learn, do I? Or maybe it's just my true self...jumping all over the place and just a bit puzzled with the backfiring...I realize at some level, that though these shots came out dodged, I am doing what myself purely think is right...in that moment, in that situation....maybe self-absorbed to the point of not gauging or actually, really giving a cupcake as to what the response will be, in that moment, I am my world, yes.

I am a stubborn little optimistic to the end (fortunately or unfortunately), refusing to be or rather as no time to be cynical and or the cynical. I know the world through and through sardonic feline, I leap and managed to land on my feet... :P

I will do it again I know, goof-up, reach out and put both my feet in, take it on the chin, eat the dust and then rise, without a specks.

Time and again, I know, I will be testing my own limits, stretching the elastic, going down down down, plumbing the depths and soaring the next instant. The trajectory just seems never fixed, though some of the streets and alleys look familiar.

As always, I prefer the moody roller coaster to a predictable escalator any day, it's fun being me...

;-)