In Suspension

The past weeks has been quite a struggle for me.

Last night was both a discovery (not a very good one though), and a light bulb moment...

My hopes fell, and crashed, like waves hitting the shore and for a moment I became a mental wreck...but it was only for a moment. I got myself back and now I'm trying to digest all the chaos left. 

One step forward. Two steps back. 

But it won't be for long.

I hope...